SOUL DESIRE
I’m Rebecca Pilger, speaker and writer on the shift out of survival mode and back into your Divine Feminine power.
SOUL DESIRE is for women who are done surviving and ready to step into their feminine magnetism, emotional freedom, and inner leadership.
Every Monday, we go into the inner work it takes to rise as your Inner Empress in your life, your relationships, and your calling.
Episodes
64 episodes
Why You’re Exhausted Even When It Feels Like You’re Doing Nothing
There’s a kind of exhaustion that has nothing to do with how much you do.It’s the exhaustion that comes from constantly being pulled away from yourself.You start the day with intentions and promises to take care of your own needs ...
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Season 2
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Episode 29
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38:36
How to Make 2026 the Year You Finally Stop Hustling and Start Receiving
If you’re already feeling that familiar December ache, the pressure to reinvent yourself, to start fresh, to “finally get it right this time”, take a breath with me.Because maybe the problem was never you.Maybe it was the way you wer...
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Season 2
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Episode 28
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45:47
How to Heal Limiting Beliefs That Keep You in Survival Mode
Sometimes life slows you down, not to stop you, but to remind you to listen.This week, I’ve been moving through a stomach flu, and instead of recording something new, I felt called to share an older conversation. One that still holds so muc...
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Season 2
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Episode 27
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34:18
How to Stay Regulated When Life Tests the Peace You’ve Built
You know that moment when everything finally feels steady?Your nervous system is calm.You’re grounded.You start to trust again.And then, something happens.A delay. A trigger. A rejection.And suddenly you’re right back...
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Season 2
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Episode 26
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31:24
Why You Feel Stuck Even After All the Healing You’ve Done
You’ve been doing the work.The shadow work, the healing, the clearing, the inner child, the somatic releases, all of it. And still, life doesn’t move.It’s like you’re watching everyone else shift while you’re stuck in the same place.
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Season 2
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Episode 25
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27:02
Why You’re Still Trying to Control the Divine Without Even Realizing It
There’s a kind of survival mode that hides behind spirituality. The kind that looks like trust but is really fear in disguise.I know, because I’ve lived it.The cards. The signs. The channelings. The endless healing.All the ways I...
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Season 2
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Episode 25
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35:32
How to Recognize and Regulate Your Nervous System with Audrey Rose
Have you ever wondered why your body feels tense, even when life seems fine?Or why it’s so hard to truly rest, even when you finally slow down?In this week’s episode of SOUL DESIRE, I’m joined by the beautiful Audrey Rose, a nervous ...
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Season 2
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Episode 24
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30:20
Why Your Intuition Isn’t Always What You Think It Is
I wasn’t planning to record an episode today.Honestly, I didn’t feel like it. My energy was low, my heart was somewhere else, but something inside me whispered, “someone needs to hear this.”So here we are.In this shor...
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Season 2
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Episode 23
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15:27
How the Pain You Avoid Can Become the Path to Your Power
Have you ever noticed how life keeps circling you back to the same wound? The same trigger? The same ache you thought you had already healed?In this anniversary episode of SOUL DESIRE, I’m peeling back the layers ...
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Season 2
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Episode 22
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29:32
How to Manifest When the Traditional Methods Keep Failing You
Have you ever poured your heart into manifestation practices, like journaling, affirmations, vision boards, only to feel like nothing is working?I know that frustration deeply, because I’ve been there too. For years, I though...
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Season 2
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Episode 21
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42:18
How Patriarchal Wounds & Narcissistic Influence Silence Your Feminine Energy With Natalie Michele
Have you ever felt like your feminine essence was silenced, shamed, or shaped by forces outside of you, leaving you questioning your worth, your truth, and your light?In this episode of SOUL DESIRE, I sit down once again with the luminou...
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Season 2
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Episode 20
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1:06:50
The Ugly Truth of Expansion No One Talks About
We love to talk about the beauty of expansion, the manifestations, the breakthroughs, the moments where everything feels aligned. But what about the parts no one talks about? The messy, uncomfortable side effects that come with leve...
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Season 2
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Episode 19
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48:19
What Questions Your Soul Wants You to Ask
Sometimes the answers we’re searching for aren’t out there in the world, they’re within us, waiting to be uncovered. The key? Asking the right questions.In this short and intimate episode of SOUL DESIRE, I’m sharing a handful of powerful...
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Season 2
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Episode 18
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16:22
What I've Learned At 36
What if every year of your life carried a hidden initiation?What if the challenges you walked through, the heartbreaks you endured, and the breakthroughs you claimed were all whispers guiding you back home to your soul?In this episod...
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Season 2
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Episode 17
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47:10
Why Being Your Divine Feminine Self Gets Shamed and How to Reclaim Your Radiance
Have you ever felt judged, shamed, or “too much” simply for showing up as your true, divine feminine self? Have you hidden your sensuality, your intuition, your softness, the sacred traits that make you magnetic and powerful, just t...
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Season 2
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Episode 16
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42:46
How to Know If You’re in Survival Mode and Begin Shifting into Your Divine Feminine Energy
Are you thriving .... or simply surviving? Do you often feel on edge, restless, or unable to fully relax, like your body and soul are bracing for something that never comes?In this episode of SOUL DESIRE, we’re diving into the h...
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Season 2
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Episode 15
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45:26
Why Narcissistic Abuse Keeps You Trapped in Survival Mode and How to Finally Break Free
Have you ever wondered why you attract emotionally unavailable or manipulative people, no matter how much inner work you do?Do you feel like your nervous system is stuck in fight-or-flight and you don't know how to get out? I...
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Season 2
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Episode 15
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56:23
Why the Divine Feminine Isn’t About Getting the Guy, It’s About Getting Yourself Back
Have you ever been drawn to the divine feminine journey because you thought it would finally bring the love, the attention, or the relationship you’ve been waiting for?Or maybe you’ve joined programs, tried the rituals, and felt let down...
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Season 2
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Episode 15
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29:50
Why Divine Feminine Success Doesn’t Look Like the 5AM Grind
What if you didn’t have to push to be productive?What if your day could feel like devotion instead of discipline?In this powerful episode of SOUL DESIRE, we’re reimagining how you move through your to-do list, not from pressure or pe...
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Season 2
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Episode 14
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25:24
How to Awaken Your Divine Feminine Energy Through Your Body Not Your Mind
What if your divine feminine energy was never lost, just buried beneath layers of survival mode?What if the fastest way to remember her isn't through your mind, but through your body?In this episode of SOUL DESIRE, we’re taking a ...
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Season 2
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Episode 13
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37:37
How to Shift Out of Financial Survival Mode, Even When You’re Still in It
What if your current financial reality isn’t a reflection of your worth, but an invitation to remember your power?What if abundance isn’t something you chase, but something you awaken from within?In this episode of SOUL DESIRE, I’...
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Season 2
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Episode 12
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37:29
How Just 5 Minutes a Day Can Rewire Your Nervous System and Awaken Your Divine Feminine Energy
Do you ever feel like healing is something you have to squeeze in, after the to-do list, after everyone else’s needs, after you’ve proven your worth for the day?I get it. I’ve been there too.When I was stuck in survival m...
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Season 2
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Episode 11
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27:48
How to Normalize Rest When Your Nervous System Calls It Laziness
Have you ever ignored the quiet whisper in your body asking you to slow down…because somewhere deep inside, you believed rest had to be earned?If you’ve ever felt guilty for resting...If you’ve ever measured your worth by your pr...
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Season 2
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Episode 10
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32:07
How to Calm Your Nervous System: My Go-To SOS Tools for When Everything Feels Like Too Much
Ever find yourself spiraling into overwhelm…Anxious, on edge, reactive and you just can’t shake the energy?In this episode of SOUL DESIRE, I’m sharing my favorite SOS nervous system tools, quick, practical, spiritually aligned...
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Season 2
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Episode 9
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29:23
Why Your Manifestations Aren’t Working And What Survival Mode Has to Do With It
Do you feel like no matter how much inner work you do, your manifestations still aren’t landing?You’ve hit a plateau on your healing journey?Or maybe your body is whispering (or screaming) that something’s off, but you can’t quite put y...
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Season 2
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Episode 8
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34:44